Sadden

Im typin tis while my tears kip on dropping..i cant sleep..its almost 2am now.. Juz now i had been to ezah's birthday celeb at ECP..well wished her a Happy 21st Birthday.. hope shes not disappointed in me wen i had to go back earlier.. yaa..i wished i could stay.. but the time does not allows me to hang out wif them..its already 12am..i gave them a call juz a few min ago wen i reach home..they are on the way to ECP lagoon..i cant magine im not wif them..im part of this people.. i cant stop tinking...! & i noe this is not the place for me to let my saddness out..i find today is the day i DID NOT enjoy myself..wat i wanted today all did not happen in place.. im sorry..to every1.. im sad.. i dont like to scold..i prefer to kip it to myself frm now on..pretend im happy wen im not..

oh no..im crying again.. wat i nid now is my bf..im so sad..i wan to be by ur side..im down.. i didnt get to spent time so long wif u by the beach juz now..i wanted to free my mind..i noe ur concern abt me..thanks, but thats all i want to spent sometime juz wif u and me to talk to me by ur side wen i can c ur face.. n i dun noe wen is the next time i have to wait for u to give me this time..

i tink i juz get myself bz its better.. i wont tink of anything..wat for if i have some free time but had nothing to do wif.. dance and work.. dancing kip me out of stress..work will kip me occupied.. haiz..my chest in pain now..sampai sini je k..hope for better tomorrow n im goin to tarian then work..take care all will update again abt ezah celeb.. nites

FeeLinGs

Hmm.. Seriously..i dunno wats wrong wif me..its juz that there's something not stable n i dunno how to voice it out.. haiya..i hate this feeling..i can listen to ppl advice..but i juz dunno wat to say for them to hear out.. (my weakness) still unable to make it strong..the feeling of pain is inside me like burning but no fuel readi...well i dun share the matter here..this is juz my feeling i could share for today..Alrite..dun want tink abt it.. nak close eyes go to wonderland.. Gud niTe peeps... Sweet dreamz for me..

Mimi 19th Bday!!

My brother.. named Zulhilmi.. but my family call him Mimi..hehe.. its his burfday which falls on the 8 Jan.. but we celebrated a belated bday the next day 9th of Jan.. hmm..okay.. We actually plan to have a dinner together wif my mum, stepdad, me, elfie n mimi... 5 of us.. at Seoul Garden..haiz.. but at last we go to ECP lagoon...and after that.. its time to cut the cake!...BUT....we are not goin to cut the cake!!!..juz pose wif the cake..hehes.. (sedih seh... it already melted..balik rumah baru sejuk kan)..no choice.. so we lighted the candle outside the cake!... hehe..sooo nice...aiyoo..i really malas to explain..i juz pose the pics can???...haha..im tired already actually.. now im typin this at 2am seh!! ouhk.. soon i will go to bed.. but b4 that i want to which Mimi.. a Happy 19th Birthday to u n hope that day will be a day that u remember alwayz.. n i love u too...nites...

the gift

the kiss frm me n mum

elfie next to him

stepdad n mama

..more pics at FB kay.. ~ nites all..

Bayah's 21st Bday!

HeYoo...!

Celebrating Bayah's Special Day that makes her turns 21 yrs old on the 2nd jan!... Wished u a Hapi Bday and hope that every things that been wished for will be a good turn out in future.. Hope for the best k..insyallah.. Wat i want to say here.. im sure she really enjoy the day... i saw her joyful tears rolling down ur eyes..went its time we gave her bday present..she hug everyone.. ur very much welcome Bayah..

This time..its considering a ex-sec sch classmate gathering as well.. the usual people in our classmate hangout is ezah, me, hosni, nazri, salihin, alif, kilah, wana,(she part of us), soon peng and imran.. but on that day..there was zack and adilah who came down as well.. Some came wif their gf n bf..they are ifah, elfie, eddy, anuar.... total of 17 peple including Bayah in the picture..

okay..PICS as usual will do the talking kay..gud nite..

The Attendance..hehe

All in the picture

The Ladies

The WORD that i will always remember

The Guys

..Okay more pics at FB as usual..

ElfieNaa Outingz

On 29 Dec 09.. Its Elfienaa's outing.. We went to Tampines Swimming Complex to exercise tgther in the early morning.. I mit dear at the entrance at 9.30am.. I took bus to the place while he rides there..but i reach 1st..hehe..i win..haha..

Total time spent in the pool = 10.00am till 1.30pm = 3.5hrs.. hehe fun oso la play water at the same time exercise to build up stamina..

Ayg already tired after swimming...

After the long hrs in the complex, we left the place about 2.00pm after get changed.. Next i got to go back to my werkplace to put up a bday poster.. then.. tinking wer Elfienaa can spent time togethr...hmm..i no idea.. haiz..i really want to spent time wif dear somewhere..enjoy the view together..then suddenly we had ideas shared by other frends of us, i mean werking colleague.. Sumwhere there water view.. Elfienaa went to Marina Barrage at last...Play wif water again!..

We capture a few but turns to be a lot of photo around 200 pics i tink..hehe..beautiful moment..Dear being the photographer that day... I know dear is tired already but he still shows his smile for me.. coz he wake up in the morning go swim then ride to the journey to n fro tryin to make me smile.. then after that ard 8.00pm we set the journey to elfie's house.. then send me back again...haiyo..i so guilty..hmmph..sorry ayg..but i hope u had an enjoyable time wif me even though ur tired..

To Elfie : Ayg im sorry if i take away ur smile to make u disappointed or make u angry all tis while..ur still my best bf i could say..u wont complain abt a single matter to me, trying ur best to make me be the cheerful lady i use to be.. theres a few words in my mind to say to u.. n i promise u that i will not let u down in any ways.. one thing that i nid to declare.. is THANK YOU... for being special to me..& I LOVE U... frm the bottom of my heart.. Love Elfienaa Always..

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Tweentyfifth and Tweentysix December 2009

Im back again.. So bz and i juz forgets abt my blog..haha..okie..here its goes..Had a last min dance item to perform at Kampung Melayu on the Holiday 25Dec.. imagine that ur only being inform abt the show juz 2 days b4 the actual day...huh..its so last min...somemore we nid to perform 3 dance item! ouhk..but we had fun on that day.. 9.30am ainy, shira and yani will have to report at my hse to get transform in our dancing dress.. hmm its quite tiring for me but im okay wif the flow.. im their make up artist for that event..

After all already dress up n put on the hair accessories..we wen down to take a cab to the place since theres only 4 of us..hmm kecoh seh kiter tahan cab.. Pakai lawa2 then tahan cab..haha.. kk and this is the photo captured on 25dec..

Okay..the next day 26dec we had a show at TCCC on Cultural Activites by all Enthic.. jus 1 item only..lucky... but tis time we suppose to have 6 dancers but it turn out to be only 5 dancer becoz ainy had to attend to urgent matters.. sad..heres the story..

hmm..we are suppose to mit up at 1pm at the CC but i nid to collect something at 11am at Queenstown mrt... thats the day that i really miss my bf so much n im happy that he want to accompany me... coz he jus returned from his family vacation for 3days the day b4.. yaa we miss each other..i hug him tight upon seeing him...(rindu sngt 3 days tk dgr suare!) haiz..kk..then we go to cc to put our dance things..then makan then go to elfie's hse to do my make up first since im doin it on my own...haish..its raining...n the time is 1.30pm.. im late but i asked the rest to get change first b4 i come to do the make up for them.. all along my bf will be my photographer of the day.. thank you ayg.. =) i noe u tired...im sorry.. hope u had an enjoyable time wif me kay.. So tis is the pictures will do the talking k.. =)

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